Now, the singer revealed that he contemplated suicide sometimes. He said: “There were times that I contemplated suicide. I will not give up on life again.”
He added: “There’s so many people that will never get the chance to have their voice heard… I do it for them.”
The singer did not reveal the moment in his life that he contemplated suicide but he said that he struggled a lot lately, especially his mother’s death.
“Everything has been taken away from me,” the 33-year-old said.
“I had never stopped and tried to even soak in what all had happened. It was time to take a break and develop more as a person as a creator and focus more on my thoughts and my ideas and what I wanted to bring to the world.”
He continued saying he’s like a soldier: “For your world to crash off of a moment of sincerity or alcohol or whatever it is … I feel in some ways I’m a soldier of culture. I realize no one wants that to be my job and I’ll never go onstage again. I’ll never sit in an awards show again.”
“Will I feel convicted about things that meant stuff to culture that constantly get denied? I’m sorry I will. I cannot lie about it to sell records.”