OK, the second part – that she still loves him – might not be true, as she wrote that on March 30, 2010 and in the meantime she might changed her mind.
The first part might not be true also but there are some evidence, as TMZ found out.
So, after the January 6 meltdown, Mel Gibson dropped to his knees and begged Oksana Grigorieva for forgiveness, according to sources connected with the case.
It seems Oksana gave L.A. County Sheriff’s investigators an email in which Mel told Oksana he wanted to “come by to make amends to you, Sacha and Lucia.”
He added, “I spent 2 hours with a therapist today & have regained some perspective. What I’m telling you now is I am safe.”
Oksana replied: “I have two broken front teeth and a concussion. I cannot c u today, I’m hurting.”
Mel then responds: “Did you get them fixed yet? When can I see you. I need to see you this evening & then I promise I’ll leave you alone for as long as you want if only for 10 minutes Please.”
Oksana has told Sheriff’s investigators Mel showed up at the house unannounced later that day, came inside, began to cry and begged for forgiveness.
It seems there are hundreds of emails that went back and forth between Oksana Grigorieva and Mel Gibson.
Here is one of them, sent by Oksana on March 30, 2010 about the tapes she secretly recorded.
In this email she said “Depite all the pain I endured, I still love you,” believing that a love like the one between them doesn’t “die so quickly”.
“U always said u r here for a long hold and that’s what I beilived,” she added. “I still don’t know what I’ve done to u to be treated the way I have been.”
Oksana can’t accept the way he stopped loving her, blaiming on his “issues” with his mother and on the influences of Robyn – his ex-wife – and Hanna – his daughter.
“I don’t belive that u stopped loving me just in one phonecall. U either stopped loving me a long time ago or u still love me.”
Oksana then tells Mel she played one of the secretly-recorded messages from February 18 to her lawyer.
“As far as the tapes go, I only played one to my lawyer, becouse on march 15 Michelle proposed on ur behalf not a very generous gift for our daughter and there was nothing for me.”
Although that sounds like Oksana is trying to use the tape to squeeze money out of Mel, one of her current lawyers, Daniel Horowitz, told TMZ Oksana was extremely reluctant to play her lawyer the tape but felt threatened by Mel’s legal team.
Horowitz cites this portion of the email, “My lowyers warned me that ur lawyers are cabaple of false fabrication about me in the press, i.e., an unfit mother, a prostitute etc so u can have the baby and I get to go to my ‘f…ing moth hole’ as u told me. I had no choice, after all of this I had to play one message to them.”
Daniel Horowitz told TMZ, “Oksana was legally entitled to play all of the tapes for her lawyers and most clients would have done so. She was being supremely careful of Mel’s privacy because she knew that even lawyers in Hollywood might lose track of the tapes and she didn’t want to hurt him. This is the opposite of extortion. It’s someone in love who wants things to get better.”
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