Jennifer Lopez suicide intentions

Jennifer was twice-divorced and has had several unsuccessful relationships with stars including P. Diddy and Ben Affleck.

“I always made the same mistake: I threw myself passionately into a new relationship because I believed in love, as I still do, despite all the disappointments, pain and depression,” she said.

“There were moments I wished I didn’t have a heart, because it hurt so much. When a love ended, a love I had believed in so hard, I wished I could crawl away like a dying animal.”

But all those hard times are over because the singer has a happy marriage with Marc Anthony and they are the proud parents of Max and Emme twins.

“I have learned not to give up,” she said. “Not to run away being resigned after every contention. In my opinion there is no couple made for each other, two people are just too different.

“To love means to adjust and to accept that my partner is not the ideal man because he doesn’t exist just as his ideal woman doesn’t.”

Is P. Diddy married after New Year’s Eve ?

The star tweeted at about 3:30 a.m. early New Year’s day on Twitter : “Just married!”. About two hours later the musician had enough of the nuptial tweeting and announced: “No I didn’t get married !!!!! Pls stop asking!!!”

However, rumours have been circulating in Hollywood that Diddy and on-off again girlfriend Kimberly Porter did actually wed on New Year’s Eve.

According to rumors, celebs were showing up at St. Barts in droves last night. The big names reportedly included Jay-Z and Beyonce, Denzel Washington, Oprah and others.

Nevertheless, we all know that rumors announced in 2007 that Diddy and Porter ended their relationship after having three children together. But in mid-December of this year, rumors arose that he had dumped singer Cassie and become engaged to his ex.

Diddy’s spokesmen immediately denied the gossip:”This rumor happens every year it isn’t true,” he said.

Later, on twitter Diddy himself addressed his relationship with Porter, writing:”Attention all blogs. Not getting married. Not engaged. Sorry. Where do yall get this stuff from. Have a blessed night…”

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