The singer is so terrified that all her secrets will be made public without her permission.
According to a source, “Cheryl’s written lots of stuff to Ashley over time, while she was touring with Girls Aloud and on the other side of the world with work commitments.
“Their paths didn’t cross as much as they would have liked so they tried their best to be romantic in other ways. Notes, little poems and letters were a big form of Cheryl’s communication and this could all be published soon.
“There are lots of secrets that no one knows a thing about.”
The singer revealed her feelings about her divorce from the sportsman.
“Yes, definitely I do. But I’ve got to take everything that’s happened and learn from it. I accept that that’s a chapter of my life that’s finished.
“I’ve just got to be grateful that I’ve got so many good things going on. I have. And there’s no children, you know?
“Some people’s lives fall apart, are turned upside down. Of course it’s heartbreaking, but it’s not anything remotely like it could have been and I’m very, very thankful for that.”
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