Jennifer Lopez suicide intentions

Jennifer was twice-divorced and has had several unsuccessful relationships with stars including P. Diddy and Ben Affleck.

“I always made the same mistake: I threw myself passionately into a new relationship because I believed in love, as I still do, despite all the disappointments, pain and depression,” she said.

“There were moments I wished I didn’t have a heart, because it hurt so much. When a love ended, a love I had believed in so hard, I wished I could crawl away like a dying animal.”

But all those hard times are over because the singer has a happy marriage with Marc Anthony and they are the proud parents of Max and Emme twins.

“I have learned not to give up,” she said. “Not to run away being resigned after every contention. In my opinion there is no couple made for each other, two people are just too different.

“To love means to adjust and to accept that my partner is not the ideal man because he doesn’t exist just as his ideal woman doesn’t.”